These were the comments she had heard for the first time in her life probably. The journey started of in a very strict religious settling. The house where she grew up were among the a lot who followed Islamic teachings to their own interest. A normal lower class household in Pakistan with limited resources to fulfill their daily needs and a small conservative mind leading to almost no exposure. She was the eldest among 3 sisters and used to live in a single room with her sick mother and 2 younger sisters.

‘Tara….’, A voice heard from the far end of the room.. it was her younger sister as Tara turned towards her she saw her mother lying on the ground. Tara cried for help, for an ambulance however no response was there. Tara tried to carry her mother outside but failed she immediately put on her scarf and ran outside her house to ask for help however nobody helped. Tara was witness to the death of her mother the sole care taker of the 3 daughters. The time has come for her to take care of herself and her two sisters. Our education was not enough to get her a good job, rather any job so now he has to search for a means to feed her two sisters and herself. she went door to door to ask people if he could be of any help for which she could be paid enough to get some bread for her sisters specially the younger one who had not had anything for past three days. it was depressing to see that nobody actually considered her to be needful. Tara, had lost hope and now she thought it was the end of it.

It was the Thursday morning when Tara was sitting around a corner trying to hide her tears and the door knocked. I’ve heard that you need a job, this voice is at the door which compelled her to open the door without even asking who it was outside. and that was the moment when everything changed.

This was a lady named Shama ho told Tara that she can offer her a job. Tara, without even asking a single question said yes. The lady named shammah took tara’s hand and brought her outside at home she pointed her to follow her.Tara look downwards and kept on following the lady until she reached in front of a red gate which was a place not known to her. Once she entered through the red gate what she saw was unbelievable.

They were ladies beautiful as angels dressed in small petty clothes yet beautiful. this kind of outfit was actually new to Tara. he could never imagine wearing such clothes or even putting on a simple lipstick on her lips but she didn't know not like have something else planned for her.

“Tara, this is a one time offer which generally I do not make but I remember one day when you kept on knocking each and every door in the vicinity or food and nobody bothered to help you, I would like to help you by providing you with the means feed your family to the fullest and enjoy your life as much as you want!”

Enjoy the word alien to Tara. All she was able to manage saying was I want food for myself and my family, The name Shama pointed towards the table West there were two shopping bags placed, full of food. Within a blink of eye picked up those shoppers started walking towards the house nobody stopped her because everybody knew that Tara would return and there was no confusion about it. the next day it was very hot but there was one lady standing right in front of the red door at sharp 12:00 PM. he knocked the door and told that it was Tara and then no time 15 years old came and opened the door for her. what do we do here Sarah asked astonishingly come on in let's see what we have in the lunch then we would discuss what we do here. after having a very good meal Tara was waiting for answers. we entertain people isn't it that's what we all are doing, said miss Sharma. Tara nodded in affirmation, that was all she could manage.

Madam I am not good at entertaining, said Tara. Oh my little Angel that’s what we’re here for you don't worry about that that's not your burden to carry we will tell you how to do anything and how to make others do anything, miss Sharma replied with a grin. And this was how my journey started as a camgirl.

Working as a Cam girl in Pakistan was never easy as people from religious or conservative school of thoughts I find it to be highly unethical. but for someone with no other talents except being from a soft gender looking for cam girl jobs or answering phone sex numbers was the only hope of survival. a candle has to go through various online sessions within and outside the country. A lady from Pakistan is generally beautiful but with adequate grooming and makeup aids, those girls become gorgeous.

The same case happened with Tara when she sat on the chair in front of the mirror she thought of herself as an average girl but just after one hour she was transformed to a girl who could easily become a the dream girl of anyone.

After seeing me progress there were a lot of girls who actually asked me the question what do you do. and I barely manage to answer them that I am a *******.

After that I get the question how to become a Camgirl. I smile at the question and answer them with all the directions that are mentioned before this.

Working as a Cam girl in Pakistan is not different than other countries. people generally tend not to disclose their true identities during the Cam conferences and try to keep it as secret as possible. This Cam modeling industry has not matured in Pakistan as it is just emerging. the society generally does not easily accept such models. people specially from religious backgrounds find it unethical to entice other men and women through body.

in past some years with the rise of social media there has been a lot of exposure to the people of Pakistan. people have came to know various methods to survive in situations and various emerging business techniques which were initially considered to be taboo. But I believe with every hardship you become strong and keep on getting stronger so with all the criticism data Cam model gets I think it is all worth it want to see that you don’t have to beg in front of an anyone for anything.

They pay you more than what people get in any other field. the life is glamorous as you almost become a celebrity but for a very limited number of people.

the adult industry is being revolutionized throughout the world and same is the scenario in Pakistan. people want more and they want to invest less maybe in terms of resources time efforts or education. they all want a left lifestyle as glamorous as those of cam models. girls want to be on camera now more than ever. Other forums as well are there which are now available to everybody through which anybody could become a Cam model. there are numerous online social interacting apps providing girls with the opportunity to meet anyone either for pleasure or for business.

In Pakistan the role of a Cam model is more of an online entertainment to which a man can talk an express what he or she has in his heart. actually the words heard by Tara are in fact from the heart of a man who Once have visualized a girl like this to be with him. So now these models have the edge to invite man in private chat rooms.

Those who belong to religious practicing families find it highly unethical to work as a Cam model.There have been multiple instances where girls would buycott their families in order to work as a cam model because it is not acceptable to their families and the risk of being found out by their family can very well lead to “honour killings” where a girl loses her life even if she has a whiff of any kind of illicit dealings with the opposite gender, thus it make it really hard to conceal and perform for their audience as they run the risk of being killed if the word got out who they are.

The poor girls who are not financially stable tend to defer to such jobs where they have to feed themselves as their basic rights and their life as compared to others is really tough. Because they cannot work at a company due to lack of a suitable education they find means to do various other jobs such which do not bring substantial amount of income to feed all the of the family, whereas when this continues for a prolonged period the girl may look for other means but would not prefer to have her own body be defiled by any man, Social Media plays a key role and provides such women with a job for example that of a cam girl where it is upto themselves and they themselves decide what they can do they have complete control over themselves. In such countries where there is reasonable amount of conservative people residing leads to many complications. But when there are human needs that have to be addressed and provided.